Realm of Madness

Forgot that I still had this

Mon, 13 Oct 2008 14:28:05 GMT

Don't know if anyone still reads this, but I'll post something anyways. Well, am engaged now, have a job doing graphic designs, secretary work, and personal assistant. Well, damn, now that it's typed not much has really happened in the almost one year since my last post. And this post seems strangely like deja-vu. Oh well, my worrying self is gone, so who cares anymore. Hope everyone has at least survived this far. Take care!

James

Have to share this.... NSFW

Sun, 28 Oct 2007 21:43:48 GMT

Sun, 17 Jun 2007 19:57:01 GMT

let's see. First off, I am SO fucking bored this weekend. Don't know why, just am. Thanks to Ruby and a few others, I have finallly gotten off my ass and have everything in the works for me to start college. I went to BRCC Fri and was rdy to take the placement test, but alas, I had no money on me and it cost seven bucks to apply. Oh well, there is always this Fri after I get paid. NOT going to give up on this! Am back on my meds, so I am a BIT more stable. As for work, it's work. Other than all that, my life has been rather boring. Thats is all for now from Ferret land. Das Ferret signing off.

Wed, 30 May 2007 02:22:35 GMT

Your Score: True Neutral

50% Good, 54% Chaotic

Plane of Existence: The Outlands, "Plane of Concordant Opposition". Description: The plane between all other outer planes.

Examples of True Neutrals (Ethically Neutral, Morally Neutral)

Red XIII, "Nanaki" (FFVII)
Vincent Valentine (FFVII)
Cid Highwind (FFVII)
Mr. Spock
Linus Torvalds
Dr. Strangelove
Scott Evil
Batman
The Punisher
Switzerland
Canada

Not actively for or against anything. Has his or her own reasons for doing everything. Usually difficult to understand.

Will keep their word if in their best interest
May attack an unarmed foe
May use poison
May help those in need
May work with others
Indifferent to higher authority
Indifferent to organizations

True Neutral "Pure Neutral"
"Balancer"

Some neutral [people] commit themselves philosophically to neutrality. They are of the true neutral alignment as described in Advanced Dungeons & Dragons.

A true neutral [person] sees good, evil, law, and chaos as prejudices and dangerous extremes. He advocates the middle way of neutrality as the best, most balanced road in the long run.

Some true neutral [people] actively support balance in the world, and seek to avoid having any one side, law or chaos, good or evil, become too powerful over them or anyone else, and will work against whichever side is the most powerful. They tend to side with the underdog in any situation, and are often opportunistic in their actions.

True neutral is committed to the avoidance of extremes, and is non-judgemental.
Other Alignments and Tendencies (Tendenices are what you would more often sway towards; esp. for Neutrals):
0-39% Good, 0-39% Chaotic:Lawful-Evil
0-39% Good, 40-60% Chaotic: Neutral-Evil
0-39% Good, 61-100% Chaotic: Chaotic-Evil
40-60% Good, 0-39% Chaotic: Lawful-Neutral
40-60% Good, 61-100% Chaotic: Chaotic-Neutral
61-100% Good, 0-39% Chaotic: Lawful-Good
61-100% Good, 40-60% Chaotic: Neutral-Good
61-100% Good, 61-100% Chaotic: Chaotic-Good</i>

Link: The Alignment Test written by xan81 on OkCupid, home of the The Dating Persona Test

Strangeness here....

Wed, 11 Apr 2007 01:32:44 GMT

Yeah, I know, more than one post within a week! But, I feel I need to do this to help get things in my life straight again. Today, I slept till 3p.m. I didn't even call into work. My boss called me and woke me up, he didn't seem very mad at me, so things are ok there but what bothers me is that I have no reason to have slept for so long. The last time I did that, as most of you know, is when I wound up going to St. Claire. I think it's time I started going to a therapist for my bipolar. I also want to get another tat now, one that represents power and beauty, strength and confidence, and also, the darker and lighter side of myself. This will be hard to find, but I think I will find it in the things that I hold close to my heart. Then again, all of this could be stemming from the fact that I am not happy with where my life has taken me. I do want to start anew and re-begin my life somewhere else and start everything over. But, I also know that if I were ever to do this, I would miss my old life and want it back. I guess that I will never be satisfied with what I have and will always want what I don't have. I should be happy with what I DO have, friends that care for me, an ok job that is laid back and understanding of me(kinda), and a loving family that doesn't give me much grief. I guess that these two saying fit best here: "People are never satisfied, no matter what" and "It can't rain all the time". Well, that is all for now. The Ferret, signing off.

Tue, 10 Apr 2007 04:14:56 GMT

I guess I'll post something other than quizes and junk. To start of, yes I am still single and actually quite fine with that. Got my Baby back from Randall. In Jan got a call from an old job asking me to come back to work for em. I got a raise and ALOT less pressure out of it. Got my Lock up to lvl 66. Made a few new friends, lost one or two. Making plans to go to Chicago for a weekend to visit a friend there in a month or two, just waiting on my tax refund. Had to format and re-install windows on my comp today. My nephew can stand on his own legs as long as someone keeps his balance for him and he's only 5 mnths old. Started to get back into smoking weed again, but have already nipped that in the bud. Also started to get into doing other things but have stopped that also. Those two things where part of the reason I disappeared for a bit. Wishing I could afford the meds I'm supposed to take, but doing ok without them. Just got to stay as stress free as possible. I guess thats it for this run. Later!! The Ferret signing off.

Pretty damn close....

Fri, 06 Apr 2007 19:03:13 GMT

You Have a Choleric Temperament

You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things.
Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life.
You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation.

You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon.
Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall.
You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others.

At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults.
Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion.
A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior.

What Temperment Are You?

Stolen from Stillwater

Thu, 28 Dec 2006 07:10:18 GMT

Lost....

Fri, 08 Dec 2006 00:26:48 GMT

I have no energy and want to do absolutly nothing. I am only writing this cuz I need an outlet and maybe even some words of friendship or advice. My Brother had an accident Sun and broke his right arm and 2 vertbrea in his back. He's ok and at home, but is very lucky he's not paralized. On top of this, I can't seem to get the energy up to even get out of bed and look for a job. I have realized that I DO need to be on meds for my episodes, but can't afford em. Can't even get a job to make the money. Now my dad is being a pain in the ass again cuz he's not on his meds and it's the holidays, which I usually have a hard time dealing with. I just want everything to go away and leave me be. I know that it won't happen but thats the way I feel. I just really don't care anymore, I don't even want to do the things that I enjoyed, namely WoW and hanging out with my friends(all of you). I just don't care.

hmmmm.......

Mon, 27 Nov 2006 19:38:44 GMT

Lost in the world
not knowing what to do
wandering from here to there
never knowing
what's coming

Lost in the world
without a plan
wondering whats next
never knowing
where I'm going

Lost in the mind
never wanting
to be found
never knowing
whats ahead

Lost in the mind
never turning around
never looking to see
whats behind

Lost in the world
leaving ashes behind

Lost in the mind
seeing ashes ahead

Tue, 26 Sep 2006 01:25:44 GMT

Well, lets see. Last week I spent 5 days in the hospital cause when I went to bed Mon night, I didn't wake up until Wed morning and was crying uncontrollably. My Dad took me to the lake and they addmitted me into St. Claire just across the street. Turns out that I am Bi-polar and have been put on meds for it, but the meds are pissing me off, so I'm gonna talk to my social worker Weds about changing them. Also, on Weds I am going to look at new cars to see what I can get. BTW, still have my job, they where very understanding about it all. Not much as been up in my life tho, so that is all from the ferret. Night All!!

Stolen from Ruby, who stole it from.....

Sat, 09 Sep 2006 00:47:57 GMT

My Personality


Neuroticism	64
Extraversion	70
Openness To Experience	75
Agreeableness	28
Conscientiousness	41

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Wed, 06 Sep 2006 01:41:01 GMT

I guess I'll update. Firstly, I am single again, but no big deal there. Job is going fine. I am doing HVAC work, making explosion proof A/C units for plants and hazardus areas. No longer have a car cuz it started knoking AGAIN and blew up on the way home today. Already have a few propect vehicles to buy just need to get some money saved up. Other than that, life is just peachy. All I do is play WoW and work, so money saving should be pretty easy. That is all from the Ferret. Now signing off.

Wed, 05 Jul 2006 21:09:16 GMT

hmmm, seems I haven't updated in a long time. Well, lets see. I lost the big money job due to bullshit plant idiots. Worked at my Aunts station for a bit. got another job that I quit today. Broke up with Ash right before my birthday. Started dating a new girl about a month and half ago. Things are different there than any other time of dated, which is a good thing. The stealth is running great. Still want to go to school, but have to get all my debts paid off first before I can do that. Sorry I haven't been around much, was working 50hrs a week at one job, 10hrs at another, and spending time with my new girl. All work and no play you know? Oh and being broke sucks Balls!! Later!!

Stolen from Irish

Thu, 16 Feb 2006 20:21:30 GMT

My pirate name is:

Iron James Rackham

A pirate's life isn't easy; it takes a tough person. That's okay with you, though, since you a tough person. You have the good fortune of having a good name, since Rackham (pronounced RACKem, not rack-ham) is one of the coolest sounding surnames for a pirate. Arr!

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Actual Update

Thu, 02 Feb 2006 17:16:51 GMT

Not much has been happening. Job is going very well. I now have a key to the shop, have my own set of tools provided to me, all the books needed to make the paperwork, and will soon have a company phone. I have also been sent out on my own and was supposed to have been in charge of a crew, but the other person never showed. Not too shabby considering that on Valintines Day I will have been with them for 3 months. Better get a pay raise soon though! Take care guys!

keep stealing these things......

Thu, 02 Feb 2006 17:13:20 GMT

WHITES are motivated by PEACE, seek independence

and require kindness. They resist

confrontation at all costs. (Feeling good is

more important than being good.) They are

typically quiet by nature, they process

things very deeply and objectively, and they

are by far the best listeners of all the

colors. They respect people who are kind, but

recoil from perceived hostility or verbal

battle.

WHITES need their quiet independence and refuse to

be controlled by others. WHITES want to do

things their own way, in their own time. They

ask little of others, and resent others

demanding much of them. WHITES are much

stronger than people think because they dont

reveal their feelings. WHITES are kind,

non-discriminate, patient and can be

indecisive, timid, and silently stubborn.

When you deal with a WHITE, be kind, accept

(and support) their individuality, and look

for nonverbal clues to their feelings.

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Didn't see this coming...

Thu, 02 Feb 2006 16:55:58 GMT

After you die...
Guardian Angel

After death, you will exist as a guardian angel in order to protect your still-living loved ones. You might even inspire a classic Christmas movie.

Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

stolen from Serosion

Sun, 15 Jan 2006 03:32:05 GMT

The Picto-Personality Test

You are a person who is very ambitious, and constantly thinking of ways to further your own goals.

When alone, you like to relax and do exactly what you feel like doing at the time.

You are adventurous, always up to do the most extreme things. You have a certain recklessness that makes people very attracted to you.

In the future you will have a good family life and lots of friends.

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Let Them Eat Das Ferret!!!!!!

Sat, 14 Jan 2006 17:15:20 GMT

Ten Top Trivia Tips about Das Ferret!

Das Ferret can use only about ten percent of his brain.

Das Ferret is the male seed of a flower blossom which has been gathered and treated by bees!

Das Ferret can usually be found in nests built in the webs of large spiders.

Das Ferret is actually a fruit, not a vegetable.

Das Ferret is the world's tallest woman.

Michelangelo finished his great statue of Das Ferret in 1504, after eighteen months work!

Marie Antoinette never said 'let them eat cake' - this is a mistranslation of 'let them eat Das Ferret'.

Das Ferret was declared extinct in 1902.

In Vermont, the ratio of cows to Das Ferret is 10:1.

It is bad luck to light three cigarettes with the same Das Ferret.

2005/2006

Wed, 04 Jan 2006 23:07:10 GMT

Well, '05 was interesting. It had alot of changes, but it also had alot of endings for me. That year was one of the most interesting years that I have had. A made a few new friends. Righted a few wrongs and lost a few friends. I stayed single for most of the year, which was a good thing. Glad the year is over though. As for 2006, it seems that there is alot in store for me. Already, my life has taken a whole new direction and I am not sure where it leads, but am sure it will be for the better. Have already made a new friend and stregnthened two others. Nothing but good so far, but the year has just begun. I will not allow my pessimizm to only see the negative parts though. I will do my best to look at things as positively as posible. Also, I will more true to myself and others. I am doing well on that second part already, but who knows. These are not resolutions cause I belive that resolutions are doomed from the beginning anyways. These are things that I must work on to enjoy my life further. That is all for now.

The Ferret

Wed, 04 Jan 2006 22:16:10 GMT

Your Social Dysfunction:
Schizotypal

You display social deficits and oddities of thinking. Your perception and communication are similar to those of a schizophrenic.

Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

Please note that we aren't, nor do we claim to be, psychologists. This quiz is for fun and entertainment only. Try not to freak out about your results.

Sat, 31 Dec 2005 21:37:12 GMT

Fri, 30 Dec 2005 00:08:48 GMT

In the year 2006 I resolve to:

Make my own
porn video,

Get your resolution here

Thu, 29 Dec 2005 01:21:27 GMT

Not much to say, just figured it would be a good time to update, plus I am quite bored. Haven't worked for a week and a half now, but, according to my boss, I will be going crazy next week. May or may not be able to make Myst's wedding, but will do my best to be there. Spent Christmas in Birmingham with my parents. Most of my family up there didn't even recognize me! Been atleast 2 yrs since most of them had seen me. Have decided to get a dog after spending time with my Grandfather's Alaskan Husky. I am getting one from the same breeder as him. Won't be able to get it until summer, so it will be awhile. Other than that, not much has been going on really. Plan to be at both parties this weekend, so see most of you then, Later!