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09:23 am
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Forgot that I still had this
Don't know if anyone still reads this, but I'll post something anyways. Well, am engaged now, have a job doing graphic designs, secretary work, and personal assistant. Well, damn, now that it's typed not much has really happened in the almost one year since my last post. And this post seems strangely like deja-vu. Oh well, my worrying self is gone, so who cares anymore. Hope everyone has at least survived this far. Take care!
James
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04:41 pm
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Have to share this.... NSFW
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02:49 pm
[Link] | let's see. First off, I am SO fucking bored this weekend. Don't know why, just am. Thanks to Ruby and a few others, I have finallly gotten off my ass and have everything in the works for me to start college. I went to BRCC Fri and was rdy to take the placement test, but alas, I had no money on me and it cost seven bucks to apply. Oh well, there is always this Fri after I get paid. NOT going to give up on this! Am back on my meds, so I am a BIT more stable. As for work, it's work. Other than all that, my life has been rather boring. Thats is all for now from Ferret land. Das Ferret signing off.
Current Mood:  bored
Current Music: (Godsmack) Living In Sin
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09:20 pm
[Link] | Your Score: True Neutral50% Good, 54% Chaotic Plane of Existence: The Outlands, "Plane of Concordant Opposition". Description: The plane between all other outer planes.
Examples of True Neutrals (Ethically Neutral, Morally Neutral)
Red XIII, "Nanaki" (FFVII)
Vincent Valentine (FFVII)
Cid Highwind (FFVII)
Mr. Spock
Linus Torvalds
Dr. Strangelove
Scott Evil
Batman
The Punisher
Switzerland
Canada
Not actively for or against anything. Has his or her own reasons for doing everything. Usually difficult to understand.
Will keep their word if in their best interest
May attack an unarmed foe
May use poison
May help those in need
May work with others
Indifferent to higher authority
Indifferent to organizations
True Neutral "Pure Neutral"
"Balancer"
Some neutral [people] commit themselves philosophically to neutrality. They are of the true neutral alignment as described in Advanced Dungeons & Dragons.
A true neutral [person] sees good, evil, law, and chaos as prejudices and dangerous extremes. He advocates the middle way of neutrality as the best, most balanced road in the long run.
Some true neutral [people] actively support balance in the world, and seek to avoid having any one side, law or chaos, good or evil, become too powerful over them or anyone else, and will work against whichever side is the most powerful. They tend to side with the underdog in any situation, and are often opportunistic in their actions.
True neutral is committed to the avoidance of extremes, and is non-judgemental.
Other Alignments and Tendencies (Tendenices are what you would more often sway towards; esp. for Neutrals):
0-39% Good, 0-39% Chaotic:Lawful-Evil
0-39% Good, 40-60% Chaotic: Neutral-Evil
0-39% Good, 61-100% Chaotic: Chaotic-Evil
40-60% Good, 0-39% Chaotic: Lawful-Neutral
40-60% Good, 61-100% Chaotic: Chaotic-Neutral
61-100% Good, 0-39% Chaotic: Lawful-Good
61-100% Good, 40-60% Chaotic: Neutral-Good
61-100% Good, 61-100% Chaotic: Chaotic-Good</i> |
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08:20 pm
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Strangeness here....
Yeah, I know, more than one post within a week! But, I feel I need to do this to help get things in my life straight again. Today, I slept till 3p.m. I didn't even call into work. My boss called me and woke me up, he didn't seem very mad at me, so things are ok there but what bothers me is that I have no reason to have slept for so long. The last time I did that, as most of you know, is when I wound up going to St. Claire. I think it's time I started going to a therapist for my bipolar. I also want to get another tat now, one that represents power and beauty, strength and confidence, and also, the darker and lighter side of myself. This will be hard to find, but I think I will find it in the things that I hold close to my heart. Then again, all of this could be stemming from the fact that I am not happy with where my life has taken me. I do want to start anew and re-begin my life somewhere else and start everything over. But, I also know that if I were ever to do this, I would miss my old life and want it back. I guess that I will never be satisfied with what I have and will always want what I don't have. I should be happy with what I DO have, friends that care for me, an ok job that is laid back and understanding of me(kinda), and a loving family that doesn't give me much grief. I guess that these two saying fit best here: "People are never satisfied, no matter what" and "It can't rain all the time". Well, that is all for now. The Ferret, signing off.
Current Music: (Disturbed) Sickness
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11:02 pm
[Link] | I guess I'll post something other than quizes and junk. To start of, yes I am still single and actually quite fine with that. Got my Baby back from Randall. In Jan got a call from an old job asking me to come back to work for em. I got a raise and ALOT less pressure out of it. Got my Lock up to lvl 66. Made a few new friends, lost one or two. Making plans to go to Chicago for a weekend to visit a friend there in a month or two, just waiting on my tax refund. Had to format and re-install windows on my comp today. My nephew can stand on his own legs as long as someone keeps his balance for him and he's only 5 mnths old. Started to get back into smoking weed again, but have already nipped that in the bud. Also started to get into doing other things but have stopped that also. Those two things where part of the reason I disappeared for a bit. Wishing I could afford the meds I'm supposed to take, but doing ok without them. Just got to stay as stress free as possible. I guess thats it for this run. Later!! The Ferret signing off.
Current Mood:  complacent
Current Music: (Godsmack) Get off my Back
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02:00 pm
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Pretty damn close....
| You Have a Choleric Temperament | 
You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things.
Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life.
You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation.
You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon.
Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall.
You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others.
At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults.
Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion.
A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior. |
Current Mood:  contemplative
Current Music: (Dark New Day) Fill Me Again
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01:09 am
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Stolen from Stillwater
Current Music: (Rob Zombie) Dragula
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07:26 pm
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Lost....
I have no energy and want to do absolutly nothing. I am only writing this cuz I need an outlet and maybe even some words of friendship or advice. My Brother had an accident Sun and broke his right arm and 2 vertbrea in his back. He's ok and at home, but is very lucky he's not paralized. On top of this, I can't seem to get the energy up to even get out of bed and look for a job. I have realized that I DO need to be on meds for my episodes, but can't afford em. Can't even get a job to make the money. Now my dad is being a pain in the ass again cuz he's not on his meds and it's the holidays, which I usually have a hard time dealing with. I just want everything to go away and leave me be. I know that it won't happen but thats the way I feel. I just really don't care anymore, I don't even want to do the things that I enjoyed, namely WoW and hanging out with my friends(all of you). I just don't care.
Current Mood: drained
Current Music: (Kid Rock)Midnight train to Memphis
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02:38 pm
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hmmmm.......
Lost in the world
not knowing what to do
wandering from here to there
never knowing
what's coming
Lost in the world
without a plan
wondering whats next
never knowing
where I'm going
Lost in the mind
never wanting
to be found
never knowing
whats ahead
Lost in the mind
never turning around
never looking to see
whats behind
Lost in the world
leaving ashes behind
Lost in the mind
seeing ashes ahead
Current Mood: depressed
Current Music: (Akon) Locke'd Up
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08:21 pm
[Link] | Well, lets see. Last week I spent 5 days in the hospital cause when I went to bed Mon night, I didn't wake up until Wed morning and was crying uncontrollably. My Dad took me to the lake and they addmitted me into St. Claire just across the street. Turns out that I am Bi-polar and have been put on meds for it, but the meds are pissing me off, so I'm gonna talk to my social worker Weds about changing them. Also, on Weds I am going to look at new cars to see what I can get. BTW, still have my job, they where very understanding about it all. Not much as been up in my life tho, so that is all from the ferret. Night All!!
Current Mood:  indescribable
Current Music: (Iced Earth) Burnin' for You
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07:49 pm
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Stolen from Ruby, who stole it from.....
My Personality
| | Neuroticism | | Extraversion | | Openness To Experience | | Agreeableness | | Conscientiousness | |
Current Mood: complacent
Current Music: (Atomship) Agent Orange
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08:35 pm
[Link] | I guess I'll update. Firstly, I am single again, but no big deal there. Job is going fine. I am doing HVAC work, making explosion proof A/C units for plants and hazardus areas. No longer have a car cuz it started knoking AGAIN and blew up on the way home today. Already have a few propect vehicles to buy just need to get some money saved up. Other than that, life is just peachy. All I do is play WoW and work, so money saving should be pretty easy. That is all from the Ferret. Now signing off.
Current Mood: complacent
Current Music: (Crazy Town) Darkside
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04:00 pm
[Link] | hmmm, seems I haven't updated in a long time. Well, lets see. I lost the big money job due to bullshit plant idiots. Worked at my Aunts station for a bit. got another job that I quit today. Broke up with Ash right before my birthday. Started dating a new girl about a month and half ago. Things are different there than any other time of dated, which is a good thing. The stealth is running great. Still want to go to school, but have to get all my debts paid off first before I can do that. Sorry I haven't been around much, was working 50hrs a week at one job, 10hrs at another, and spending time with my new girl. All work and no play you know? Oh and being broke sucks Balls!! Later!!
Current Mood: content
Current Music: (Mudvayne) Pushing Through
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02:20 pm
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Stolen from Irish
My pirate name is:
Iron James Rackham
A pirate's life isn't easy; it takes a tough person. That's okay with you, though, since you a tough person. You have the good fortune of having a good name, since Rackham (pronounced RACKem, not rack-ham) is one of the coolest sounding surnames for a pirate. Arr!
Get your own pirate name from fidius.org.
Current Mood: content
Current Music: (Skinny Puppy) Warlock
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11:15 am
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Actual Update
Not much has been happening. Job is going very well. I now have a key to the shop, have my own set of tools provided to me, all the books needed to make the paperwork, and will soon have a company phone. I have also been sent out on my own and was supposed to have been in charge of a crew, but the other person never showed. Not too shabby considering that on Valintines Day I will have been with them for 3 months. Better get a pay raise soon though! Take care guys!
Current Mood: content
Current Music: (Saliva) Always
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11:14 am
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keep stealing these things......
WHITES are motivated by PEACE, seek independence
and require kindness. They resist
confrontation at all costs. (Feeling good is
more important than being good.) They are
typically quiet by nature, they process
things very deeply and objectively, and they
are by far the best listeners of all the
colors. They respect people who are kind, but
recoil from perceived hostility or verbal
battle.
WHITES need their quiet independence and refuse to
be controlled by others. WHITES want to do
things their own way, in their own time. They
ask little of others, and resent others
demanding much of them. WHITES are much
stronger than people think because they dont
reveal their feelings. WHITES are kind,
non-discriminate, patient and can be
indecisive, timid, and silently stubborn.
When you deal with a WHITE, be kind, accept
(and support) their individuality, and look
for nonverbal clues to their feelings.
What Color Are You?
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Current Music: (Mudvane) All that you are
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10:57 am
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Didn't see this coming...
After you die...
Guardian Angel
After death, you will exist as a guardian angel in order to protect your still-living loved ones. You might even inspire a classic Christmas movie.
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Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com
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Current Music: (Shinedown) Simple Man
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09:32 pm
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stolen from Serosion
The Picto-Personality Test
You are a person who is very ambitious, and constantly thinking of ways to further your own goals.
When alone, you like to relax and do exactly what you feel like doing at the time.
You are adventurous, always up to do the most extreme things. You have a certain recklessness that makes people very attracted to you.
In the future you will have a good family life and lots of friends.
| | Take this Test at QuizGalaxy.com |
Current Music: (Teory of a Deadman) Santa Monica
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11:12 am
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Let Them Eat Das Ferret!!!!!!
- Das Ferret can use only about ten percent of his brain.
- Das Ferret is the male seed of a flower blossom which has been gathered and treated by bees!
- Das Ferret can usually be found in nests built in the webs of large spiders.
- Das Ferret is actually a fruit, not a vegetable.
- Das Ferret is the world's tallest woman.
- Michelangelo finished his great statue of Das Ferret in 1504, after eighteen months work!
- Marie Antoinette never said 'let them eat cake' - this is a mistranslation of 'let them eat Das Ferret'.
- Das Ferret was declared extinct in 1902.
- In Vermont, the ratio of cows to Das Ferret is 10:1.
- It is bad luck to light three cigarettes with the same Das Ferret.
Current Mood: good
Current Music: (Nashville Pussy) Johnny Hotrod
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